Light in my life ..

I really feel very sorry for you Lord .. 
Always prejudice, with all that is happening in my life. 
Do I have the right guns deserve a happy and find someone who completely loves me ..I
 was always met with the wrong people. 
Sometimes I think, what am I wrong? 
What's wrong with me, so a lot of my feelings simply toying .. 
I mind it all wrong ..I know this is me Your way, my destiny path, the best way for me.Lord I believe .. 
You definitely have to plan what is best for me ..
 You certainly gave all the plans that provide beautiful .. 
So I do not fall and always in your way .. 
To you I ask, my worship and my prostrate. 
Forgive your servant's fault.A
lways dubious your power.. 
I know it's just a bit of your exams are given to me. 
I never thought there are many more people feel everything more than what I feel now .. 
It is a fact of life that I have to face.
I'm not going to give up looking for it .. 
And actually I never really lonely.I have the greatest friends of friends .. 
Always makes me laugh with his jokes and it makes me happy. 
Always make it quiet when his heart I'm depressed .. 
And I will keep the spirit when the heart wants to scream and cry but stand tall and smile .. :)